I feel the madness, under the surface, it is screaming. Like my brain's boiling. Must keep it under control. Chaos has me. For a minute I feel good, for ten I'm sucked into the void, for five I hear the most beautiful music, for twenty I can't breathe, for fifteen words fill my head, crazed words, haunting words, dark words. Melodies. And a pain in my neck, in my back. There's a lot on my shoulders. The world. The universe is beating the shit out of me. But I get up. I can't not.
This is how I feel.
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